Approximately three words sum up my awesome timetable.
Super f-ed up.
Well, at least I think my tutorial group mates are naise people. I hope they really do turn out to be naise otherwise cui maximus.
Life for me is as usual. Spending all my money on dance, stalking ♥ ,and spending all my remaining time dating my bed. And when school really starts it'd become school, dance, sleep; repeated a million times over.
So mundane, isn't it?
How I wish I could have a spectacular, exciting life.
I really have to apologise to those who are closer at heart. Sorry. ): I know it isn't easy for you, neither is it fair that you have to stand shit from me. But the disparity of the past and present really does infuriate me sometimes. I can't beat back that monster in me when I tip over the edge.
I do think of it, and sometimes, the ups of being with you really makes me want to throw in the towel and not fight anymore. But it won't ever be fair to you, and I can't, won't treat you less than you deserve to be. I'm like damaged goods. You're definitely better off without me. And at least for now, we both need to focus.
