don't stop, make it pop.

well, i had a dream

i'm JESS+ICA=JESSICA.
right nao, i'm living the ultimate life of..

dancing 5 days per week,
fretting over recital/club auditions >:O,
worrying over school,
enjoying time with my lovelies ♥,
and i'm happier than ever to be rid of the past.

"it's not always rainbows and butterflies,
it's compromise that moves us along"

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Sometimes, I drive myself quite insane. :/

It's 2011. New year, new resolutions. That's what they always say, don't they.

*sighs*

you know you love me,
xoxo - 11:58 AM

Saturday, December 25, 2010

It's almost the end of 2010. Do you know what you've gotten better at?

I definitely do. I've gotten infinitely better at silencing my sobs, masking my pain. I've gotten so good at lying about what I want/need, I almost believe myself. I've gotten even better at pretending I don't care.

You're my mom. You're supposed to understand. What's so difficult about understanding that I'm scared too? I'm scared this is gonna be the last time I get to sleep with you. I'm scared I don't get the chance to say that I love you before anything happens.

Thanks for pushing me away.

you know you love me,
xoxo - 11:47 PM