you make me crazier

dailies

flings

hookups

others
Love me, hate me
why can't you see what I see?
"you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier"


Sunday, October 25, 2009

15 days and I'm running scared.

Now's really not the time to dwell on relationships and what-nots. Focus, baby. And hang in there, please.

I promise I'd revive this desolate little site after my A's.

Right now, I'm REALLY looking forward to...

1) Dance @ O School. I think it's gonna be so damn cool if we can put tgt an awesome dance after just three lessons and film it down. Hopefully, I can psycho some of you to continue. (:

2) Working as a camp counsellor = lose weight. >:D
Plus we're all so used to doing our jobs, I bet it'd be easy peasy.

3) Getting a new kick ass computer and drowning in Maple Story *sheepish grin* as well as Sims 3.

4) Learning Korean! Anyeonhaesaeyo!

5) Picking up blading, prolly with TK and Rachel.

6) Piercing my tongue and pulling Nic along to do it with me, hahahaha.

7) Going red head.

8) Part-timing as a female bartender, heeheehee :D

9) Prom, of course. Although I'm cb-ingly antsy cause I can't find a proper chio pointy jacket/lux fur wrap. Graaar. They think fat people no need nice jackets or smth. All the sizes die at 14! Either that, or all the fat people suddenly need alot of jackets and them idiots snagged it all before me.

Anddddd

10) Highly competitive beach netball. But I'm scared tan is not my color.. :X

Yeap.

I'll just grit my teeth and work my way through these last days, until the doors to these babies open to me. Meanwhile, you guys hang in there too, eh? After this, I swear I'll go mad with the booze and everyth. Lotsa lovvvveee.

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

What's with happy-sounding songs but sick lyrics/ideas to it?

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

AIYAH WTF IS WITH THE CB WEATHER!

RAIN LIKE COW THEN HOT LIKE FUCK. BLEARGH, SO HUMID, MAKE ME SWEAT EVERYDAY LIKE ...

.... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHH!

Bitch-fits over the weather is so not cool. Now excuse me while I go die in my freezer.

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

Oh, this inexplicable bout of self doubt.

I wonder why we were ever friends.




Just forget it.

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Monday, October 5, 2009

Procrastination before maths, god, I should be shot.

Well, lately life has been a joke. Clarissa has developed magpie tendencies and has been enjoying hiding important stuff lately. Like the Boss's spensive diamond necklace, hidden in one of the legs of the bed, how she even got it there I dno. Like my allowance of $15 dollars, hidden in between some of my files, never to be found again until I touched them files (thank god studying equates t touching my materials quite frequently). Like May May's ez link card, over which the Boss threw a bitch fit, since it has yet to be found. Like her coin bank. -____- And many other more trivial stuff.

I honestly half expect her t yank at the end of my nose and screech "GOT YOUR CONK!!" at me whenever we embark on seemingly futile searches for the missing items. The horrors.

That, and the fact that the household has been caught in series of Cold Wars, Hot Wars and Floods.

I don't rly wna dive into that, but it has been horrible. It's like Chucky, Chucky and His Bride + Chucky and His Whatever Mutant Children all thrown into the blender with about a tonne of chilli padis and jalepeno peppers. Needless to say, my tear ducts had an extremely good workout, heave ho. All the more motivation for me to work my ass off now. So I can leave when the time is right. Sick of this whip-lashy household.

Heartfelt thanks to Hairy and Rachel. One who took me out to get bamboozled and left me feeling relatively happier (or light-headed/hung over) at my request, and one who took me in while I was hanging over and still reluctant to go home. :D I love you two! And if you ever needed me this way I'd be there t help. Hoho.

Yeah.

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

I'm amazed at how loosely the word "love" is used of late.

Few loose pictures from here and there. Dno, been having alot of thoughts but I'm just fucking lazy and I don't wna type, or I'd loose my train of thought somehow.


FAILED!

nomnoming @ some teppanyaki-your-own-way stall at Ion.

Nic's nomnom.

MY nomnom. (OMFG damn awesome. sukiyaaaaaki! must try! the soup is amai-des.)


Ahpek with his Sapporo beer that I co-erced him to buy to share then never drink in the end cause it's damn bitter. Ended up his face turned as red as his shirt. Heh.

Sexy pair of 198 bucks. (:

Cam-whore outside Cornery. Very nice reflective glass.

Nah, that's it.

Shagged. And very lazy to go down to Orchard t pick up loose ends. >:P

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Saturday, September 26, 2009

I'm losing sleep hours cause I'm feeling restless.

I'm feeling restless cause I've literally got too much things on my mind. (single-cell overloads and BOOMS)

I've got too much things on my mind cause of my cranky mood swings, abrupt dislike of people, post-happiness-basking-in-joy feeling; akin to post-coital glow, worry over a friend, relief over someone else liking his pressie, no-nice-prom-dress-how!?, shit-i-wna-do-something-t-my-hair, i-love-talking-to-fangs-^^, wlao-im-damn-hungry-but-eat-now-fat-until-die-...-aren't-i-alr-fat?!, sian-didn't-get-t-swim-much-today-ahhh-wtf, what-t-wear-tmr?, but-why-she-suddenly-like-that?!!!!, wsiao-i-didn't-do-that-i-swear......

So on and so forth.

*sighs*

I wna be a fifth as good as the dancers on Fame. Say nia, I don't think it'll ever really happen.

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